Illustrator: Randy Sturridge |
Lost and confused while losing my grip
Feeling my mind and sanity slip
How did this happen, for I can’t explain
Your love seems to shift like sunshine to rain
I tried so hard to give you my love
Hoping the crow will become a white dove
I know at times you lose control
Rage ensues while you target my soul
You have said some things that cripple my hope
I cry like a child as you tighten the rope
I am pathetic don’t call me a man
I wish I could give you what others can
My confidence rips as you continue to say
How useless and worthless I am on most days
How did I lose the love that you held
Only for me, the wind for my sails
I refuse to forget the love we once shared
I am nothing at all if you never cared
I don’t know what you’re going to do
If you’re going to leave me to find someone new
I just wanted to express the depth of my love
It so great and strong and transcends above
I get so nervous when you are upset
I become the target of verbal roulette
I don’t care that you have a disease
My life, your life, let me love you please
I know I’m not perfect and I've made mistakes
Please your love, your love don’t take
You are my soul mate, I know in my heart
The thought of losing you tears me apart
Randy Sturridge
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