THE
CLOCK TICS ON AS DAY COMES TO AN END
AWAKE
THE NEXT DAY TO DO IT ALL AGAIN
CHANGE
IS COMING IT COURSES THROUGH MY MIND
LEAVING
TRACES OF PROMISE OR MINE OWN DEMISE
WHAT
ITLL BE, CAN I CONTROL THE OUTCOME
IS
IT WORTH ATTEMPTING TO OVERCOME
THE
CURRENT STATE OF LIVING FOR NOTHING
DANGEROUSLY
FOSTERS A HOPE FOR SOMETHING
IT
HAS TO COME, A CHANGE, A GREAT SHIFT
TO
SECURE MORE YEARS, HOPING IT’S BLISS
WHAT
IS THIS CHANGE THAT I FEEL
SWELLING
IN MY BODY THROUGHOUT THE LAST YEAR
TEMPTATION
IS FLEETING AS IS THE HOPE
THAT
THE OUTCOME FAVORS A NEGATIVE SCOPE
A
PARTNER, A FRIEND, ONE OF GOOD MERIT
I
FEAR IS THE ONLY VARIABLE TO HELP THIS
LET
IT BE A DAY THAT I’LL REMEMBER
EITHER
I’LL TRANSEND THIS CURRENT USELESS ENDEVEOR
OR
ILL SUCCUMB TO MY GROWING ACCEPTANCE ITS OVER
A
PRODUCT OF ALLOWING INFLUENCE TO GROW COLDER
MAYBE
ILL BE SAVED TO LIVE AND LOVE ANOTHER DAY
OR
MAYBE ILL GIVE UP AND END THIS LIFE OF IDLE PLAY
ONE
OR THE OTHER, I CARE NOT WHICH ONE
AS
LONG AS THE CURRENT STATE LIVING IS DONE
RANDY STURRIDGE
